My dearest Mum nothing prepares you for such loss and heart break how I would love to be able to hear you voice and to tell you how much I love you and miss you my heart is broken in two and I just don’t know how to I love you so much and I always will it is just a very hard knowing that you are no longer with me and having to carry on with out you Mum to live with out you in my world nothing prepares how to carry on with out you my precious. I love you my wonderful mum for ever and always. I miss you so much it hurts . Xxx